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Someday I will stop doing this to myself. Someday I will trust myself and others enough to stop worrying.
Someday is now, I start now. One hour at a time.
- Mood:
determined
Couldn't sleep last night. :( Meh
I guess I can catch up on my sleep while I am in the hospital....
NOT!!!!!
I will post when I can.
Coral
I am glad I have good friends to hang out with. But it is going to be hard to trust most to remain my friend ever again. I think I will always be looking for the signs that they want to walk away from me too.
- Mood:
blah
Feeling anxiety come up and bite me in the ass and makes the tears start.
UGH
Maybe it is a combo of looking back and not having my surgery tomorrow.
Don't know. I think I will go to sleep soon so I don't have to think about it.
Gnite all.
- Mood:
nostalgic
Have to get my blood work better.
Ugh.
Will be in a neck brace for a week and will be unable to drive for 4 weeks.
So if anyone wants updates let me know.
*hugz*
Coral
- Mood:
anxious
I have decided to debreed my yahoo IM people. So if I am on your Yahoo IM list you will have to IM me if you want to talk to me because if I haven't heard from you in the last month then you are cut. I am not doing this to get rid of people. Just making space for those that do want to talk to me.
I am feeling good about recent choices I have made and feeling thus I am going to work on making other changes as there aren't many around to stop me from making the changes. If you see something that I am doing or not doing that bothers you think about it for a while. Is it really worth telling me if it doesn't effect you? You might not like my response to your critism.
This girl has a voice and is learning how to use it after years of not taking care of myself and not letting my needs, wants and feelings out.
Hope you have a great rest of the week! Tomorrow is hump day! Have a great day!
- Mood:
contemplative
I am so afraid of losing friends that I put up a wall just high enough that the look in my eyes or the expression in my face can't be seen. I am so good at hiding everything. Everyone thinks I am strong.
I want to let go and just not be strong for one month,or one week,or one day? Would that be okay?
Your result for The OkCupid Kissing Test...
The Romantic
You are 57% Passionate, 51% Romantic, and 67% Experienced!
Kiss Me, You Fool!
You adore sweet, super-romantic kisses with dramatic flair. You probably have some idea what kind of wedding you'd like to have. You want sunsets, fireworks, the whole shebang. Did you watch a lot of Turner Classic Movies growing up, by chance?
You're the traditional hopeless romantic. You believe that kisses are serious business, and that they're best used to express strong affection or love. You've had a lot of kissing experience, and your Romance rating of 51% is quite high. You're also an experienced kisser, but while you've probably found yourself swept away once or twice by a romantic or mysterious stranger, you still value courtship and first kisses over sweaty make-out sessions. This means more often than not you'll take a sweet, lingering, meaningful kiss over a hot-n-dirty spit swap (though you're certainly amenable to the latter once you know someone well). You just have to be wooed properly, and you'll give your sweetest, most tender kisses to the lucky kissee of your choice.
We didn't really mean the "Hopeless" part. There's plenty of hope for you. Just stick with The Real Deal, The Traditionalist or The Boyfriend/ Girlfriend, and you've got a made-for-movies ending guaranteed.
Whatever you do, just stay away from The Smooth Operator. (Unless you're really into those scenes where the girl drinks a jar full of her own tears. In which case, carry on.)
See all of the other results here:
I Loved Him.
- Mood:
crushed
But then again I feel so much better caring instead of not caring, I have found out in the last year that feeling everything and keeping it to myself is second best to feeling nothing at all.
Letting everything out is still the next step in my growth cycle. But that takes a lot of trust and the right person to do it with, one that really wants to know how I feel and wants to still be the person to love me and be with me when I am done letting it out.
- Mood: determined
- Location:On My Bed
- Mood: determined
| What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you. | |
| You attract geeks! | |
| You attract artsy people! | |
| You attract models! | |
| You attract rednecks! | |
| You attract Yuppies! | |
| What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz | |
OMG! LOLLOLLOLLOL
| Your dating personality profile: Shy - You are often timid around others, though you will open up when the right person comes along. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have. | Your Top Ten Traits 1. Shy 2. Big-Hearted 3. Romantic 4. Religious 5. Traditional 6. Adventurous 7. Liberal 8. Practical 9. Sensual 10. Funny |
| Your date match profile: Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. | Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Big-Hearted 2. Adventurous 3. Funny 4. Practical 5. Conservative 6. Romantic 7. Traditional 8. Sensual 9. Religious 10. Outgoing |
Take the Dating Profile Quiz at Would I Date You
I am not talking about anyone that cares to read my livejournal entries.
*Hugz*
Coral
Your result for The Social Persona Test (What kind of man/woman are you?)...
The Librarian (QTBF)
You know the story--The quiet, smart girl who emerges from her shell to become the new queen bee. Nothing wrong with nerdy girls, in fact there aren't enough of you. Your best match is The Late Bloomer, as he once was the male version of you.
You are more QUIRKY than NORMAL.
You are more TRADITIONAL than LIBERAL.
You are more PASSIVE than DOMINANT.
When picking a date, consider: The Late Bloomer (QTAM), The Lord of the Misfits (QLAM), The Snowball's Chance in Hell (QTBM), The Suit (NTAM), or The Altar Boy (NTBM).
Avoid: The Frat Boy (NLAM)
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Take The Social Persona Test (What kind of man/woman are you?) atHelloQuizzy
